grieving my mom
It has now been two months without you. I put on a brave face, but that is all it is. if I was a ship,I would be a sailboat adrift without direction. if I was a plane I would be in tube lance. I hold on to the light that was... trying to protect it from the cold storm. trying, in vain to keep the ambers alive as I look out into a world with no color. I remember all the storms we had to face.I remember how it seemed they would never stop.I weep for this world in grey. I weep for the world gone of color. there is no warmth. only bitter cold winds and rain here.funny how times does.it has only been two months....but it feels like an eternity. I know you would tell me not to weep for a memory. not to dwell.. so I press on. one foot in front of the other.the cold year blowing in my face...and I smile. because it is all I can do. and hope you know I loved you.